Dec 2nd, 2012 06. 20 am.

I gave birth to a wonderful little angel. My first child is a girl. So beautiful, twinkle twinkle tiny light (even though she was 3.7 kilos and 54 cm length).  She was put on my chest, made a little move. I couldn’t say a word, she is so perfect, her eyes seemed so hard to open. She tried to lift her head and catch the air, her mouth open n close looking for something. Even I was so sleepy after a whole day of labor process, I lifted my hands to touch her skin, soft as a moon glow.  You are the adorable, “Arawinda Neura Zahira”.

Dec 1st, 2012 06.00 am

I woke up suddenly when I felt my water was broken. My mom and my husband already at the airport, I called… ” I think I will deliver the baby soon, Iam sure this is the symptoms”. Well, after 9 months of happy pregnancy ( because I didn’ t get morning sickness, I ate a lot … mm ..too much maybe, and have a loving husband who always stand by me), I felt Iam ready. Yes, I’ve read everything about pregnancy and childbirth, breastfeeding, even I learnt to sing some children songs, I convinced myself again, ” Iam ready”.

So what should happen next? Blood, there must be a little blood.  Ok, here we go, I immediately called the hospital and dr Eighty Mardiyan K. My mom canceled the flight, my husband directly went home, my brother made the car ready. Short of story, I must in bed, they gave me a labor induction, I controlled my breath, focused on the happy things. Almost a happy contractions … 😀 well, I could deal with the pain because I have supports from everyone, Iam the luckiest mom…and it came again, every 5 minutes, hurt .. Uuhh.

Dec 2nd, 2012 04.00 am

Full power to do normal birth process

05.00 am : because of complication, we decided to do caesarean suction

My smart shiny lotus…smile outshines the sun.. I love you ARA



Maybe Iam just a dust in this big world, or unexpexted being a moon that shine on ur part. Maybe just a wind in this freaky day, or happily being a white rose in the wedding. It's just me. I want to be me that i wanna be. NOT me that i think i need to be.
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2 Responses to Ara

  1. Cumi MzToro says:

    Selamat … semoga jadi anak yang sholehah

  2. wanprabu says:

    imutnya… selamat mbak 😀
    post juga donk poto2ny yg lain, hehe…

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